on mary grace, friends and leaving

before anything else, lemme point out that mary grace is not a person. it's one of those cafes where freshly brewed coffee and mouth-watering baked goodies are available. but what set it apart from the typical cafes is its homey ambiance. i really love their artsy tables and home-like interior! it is this very homey concept that also makes this place a perfect spot to unwind and catch up with friends. and so i didn't wonder why this cafe was chosen as the venue for my so-called reunion with two of my good friends in the office who happened to be my former classmates in graduate school as well--- Kriz and Cookie. actually it was our first get-together after grad school. we never really had the chance to hang out prior that because we were busy making sense of the career that we chose. teehee. anyway, i'm glad that we pushed through with our plan of having a reunion last December 23.

a slice of heaven (forgot the name, sorry)

with friends (Cookie [L]; Krizz [center])

we had a good two-hour talk about our favorite professors, classmates and other memorable experiences in school. we laughed over our booboo's and even the challenges that we faced back then. this was the first time that we got to have a heart-to-heart talk again and i fervently hope that this wasn't the last. but then again, i know it's gonna be difficult now since Cookie has resigned already and i'm on my last month here in the office.. boohoo.

looking back, it's funny because we have planned on the said get-together for so long. but it's just during that time that we decided to really have it since Cookie's last day in the office would be on the next week.oh well, that's life, i guess. sometimes, we do things at the last minute. people say the good things, do the good things and make it up to you when you're already leaving...they just realize your worth when your other foot's already out the door. hmmm,just like when i disclosed my plans of resigning, my colleagues started telling me how they feel about working with me, and that i'm very talented and i'd be very successful in the future. of course it's flattering but come on, i would've appreciated it more if they told me about how they feel during my heydays as a Quality Specialist. but just like what i said, that's life. you only realize the person's worth when you're close to losing them. and that sucks!

rants.

let me correct yesterday's entry. it's supposed to be our 27th monthsari! my math skills failed me again, hehe!... anyway, it's just 730 in the morning but i'm pissed off already! i'm here since 530 hoping to start monitoring but here's the thing: the system seems to be down so i cannot download the classes!!! so much for a very early bird. i have slated 7 monitorings today to meet the deadline tomorrow despite the two-hour training later, the meeting that i'll be having tomorrow and the preparation that i'll be doing for my june project and another meeting next week! my hands are full! .. i know i promised to take things lightly and to think positively but i cannot just bring myself to act as if i'm not affected by all these things! i definitely need a break from everything, not just from school, but everything. away from all the responsibilities that i have and roles that i play. i wish to have a long vacation worrying about nothing... but then again, it's just a wish. i know i don't have the luxury to do that. boohoo.

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"Being an adult: TOTALLY overrated. I mean seriously, don't be fooled by the hot shoes and great sex and no parents anywhere telling you what to do. Being an adult is responsibility. Responsibility really does suck. Really, REALLY sucks. Adults have to be places and do things and earn a living and pay the rent. And if you're training to be a surgeon, holding a human heart in your hands... Hello! Talk about responsibility! Kinda makes bikes and cookies look really really good, doesn't it? The scariest part about responsibility... When you skrew up and let it slip right through your fingers. Responsibility. It really does suck. Unfortunately once you get past the age of braces and training bras, responsibility doesn't go away. It can't be avoided. Either someone makes us face it or we suffer the consequences. " --- meredith grey

monthsari again

it's our 25th monthsary. time to be slushy again! this is what my tartie sent me in the middle of work, work, work!

syempre, my heart melted once again. hahah! i really am a sentimental fool :p...

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despite the date though, i'm cranky today! hehe, it's the month's last week so i'm a little stressed out again. it's one of those days when you want to borrow meredith grey's expression, "cut me some slack!" hehe... i also feel dizzy after listening to eight classes simultaneously today. while monitoring, i was ranting deep inside and i was irritated even by the slightest ungrammaticality. hehe, man, i'm not sure if it's just the deadline or, the fact that i'm getting old! tsk.