rants.

let me correct yesterday's entry. it's supposed to be our 27th monthsari! my math skills failed me again, hehe!... anyway, it's just 730 in the morning but i'm pissed off already! i'm here since 530 hoping to start monitoring but here's the thing: the system seems to be down so i cannot download the classes!!! so much for a very early bird. i have slated 7 monitorings today to meet the deadline tomorrow despite the two-hour training later, the meeting that i'll be having tomorrow and the preparation that i'll be doing for my june project and another meeting next week! my hands are full! .. i know i promised to take things lightly and to think positively but i cannot just bring myself to act as if i'm not affected by all these things! i definitely need a break from everything, not just from school, but everything. away from all the responsibilities that i have and roles that i play. i wish to have a long vacation worrying about nothing... but then again, it's just a wish. i know i don't have the luxury to do that. boohoo.

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"Being an adult: TOTALLY overrated. I mean seriously, don't be fooled by the hot shoes and great sex and no parents anywhere telling you what to do. Being an adult is responsibility. Responsibility really does suck. Really, REALLY sucks. Adults have to be places and do things and earn a living and pay the rent. And if you're training to be a surgeon, holding a human heart in your hands... Hello! Talk about responsibility! Kinda makes bikes and cookies look really really good, doesn't it? The scariest part about responsibility... When you skrew up and let it slip right through your fingers. Responsibility. It really does suck. Unfortunately once you get past the age of braces and training bras, responsibility doesn't go away. It can't be avoided. Either someone makes us face it or we suffer the consequences. " --- meredith grey